Wednesday, July 20, 2016

Nicole's Recovery Story

Nicole Z., one of our intensive female participants, shares her story with us; what her life was like and what it's like now that she's found a new way to live.

Monday, July 11, 2016

Meet Erin M., our new Director of Female Programs!!

Today we got a chance to hear a little bit about Erin's experience as a McShin resident and how the McShin Foundation has been instrumental in her ability to stay clean and serene! 

Monday, July 4, 2016

McShin in the News! ABC: Officers forced to change tactics as Fentanyl deaths soar

Officers forced to change tactics as Fentanyl deaths soar

RICHMOND, Va. (WRIC) — Deaths from the powerful painkiller Fentanyl are soaring in Virginia, and 8News has learned it’s changing the way law enforcement is responding to overdoses.
“I knew what Fentanyl was, I knew it was more potent, I knew it was the supposedly most potent opioid in the world and I started seeking that out specifically,” admits former addict Ryan Nichols.
When the high from heroin was no longer enough, the Richmonder turned to the potent painkiller. It’s the same drug that killed musical icon Prince back in April.
CBF8242F1CF041FFB81415BB36E072FD“I wasn’t afraid of harming myself or anyone around me,” Nichols added. “I was pretty selfish.”
Smuggled in from Mexico, Fentanyl, or heroin laced with fentanyl, is now showing up more and more on the streets of Richmond. Nichols even showed 8News a black market pharmacy selling it online.
“Opioids,ecstasy, you can see what company it is coming from,” he explained.
Drug enforcement agents say the drug is far more powerful and dangerous that the Fentanyl used to treat cancer patients.
“It’s somewhere between 40 to 100 times more potent than morphine and 20 to 40 times more potent than the heroin we see on the street,” said Greg Cherundolo, Assistant Special Agent in Charge for DEA Richmond District Office.
Fentanyl-related fatalities are on the rise in Virginia. In 2007 there were 48; that number doubled in 2013 to 102. Estimates for 2015 currently stand at 218 deaths.
In the Richmond region, there were just six Fentanyl fatalities in 2007, but a big increase in 2013 to 14. A year later in 2014 that number shot up to 35.
“A very minute amount of Fentanyl can be a deadly dose,” Cherundolo explained.
The drug even poses a fatal threat for law enforcement.
74CB5B3C12444C81A06D4D48287FFC4A“I felt like my body was shutting down,” explained one officer on a DEA videowarning law enforcement about the dangers of Fentanyl.

To protect agents from the fumes of Fentanyl, the DEA is changing up operations, urging all officers to stop testing the drugs in the field.
“If we believe it to be Fentanyl, we are packaging it up and sending it straight to the lab” Cherundolo said.
And just in case, DEA agents are now carrying the life-saving overdose drug naloxone. It’s not for the victims, but for themselves.
“We’re doing it mainly for our own officer safety,” Cherundolo said.
“It’s scary and it’s dangerous,” added David Rook, operations manager for the McShin Foundation, a recovery center in Richmond. He says they, too, are now treating more addicts hooked on fentanyl.
“As the media and law enforcement mentioned it, we have definitely seen a rise in it as well,” Rook said.
He also tells us Fentanyl doesn’t show up on instant drug tests, and they too are now having to send tests to an outside lab.
Now 75 days clean, Nichols said he has McShin to thank.
“You look up to staff members here,” he said. “People have come from the situation that you are in and now are on the other side, or seemingly on the other side. It creates hope when there was no hope.”
The  McShin Foundation can help those addicted. They have over 70 beds and no waiting list.
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Monday, June 27, 2016

Kelly's Testimonial

From jail to recovery from substance use disorder! Why McShin's recovery program "stuck"while her past experiences in treatment centers and rehabs failed to provide her with sustained recovery.

Thursday, June 23, 2016

Brian and Tom Talk Peer-Lead Recovery

What makes McShin Foundation's peer-to-peer recovery model more effective than the acute care treatment model? We caught up with two of our male peer leaders to discuss how the McShin program is working in their lives.

Monday, June 20, 2016

Shinholser: Step one in fighting opioid addiction is better public policy

Our President and Co-Founder John Shinholser was asked to be a guest columnist for the Richmond Times-Dispatch this past week.

Here's his first column!

Shinholser: Step one in fighting opioid addiction is better public policy

Posted: Saturday, June 18, 2016 10:30 pm
Perhaps one of several main challenges facing our community today with the opiate addiction crisis is that there is a large group of “desperately seeking a fix” addicts. This group of opiate addicts wants help in the form of buprenorphine 5-day step-down detox, thus eliminating the physical pain associated with withdrawal. There will be those that would want a longer detox using Suboxone or a simple medication replacement treatment of indefinite duration of Suboxone or methadone. For this column we focus on a five-day detox.
For more than 50 years, the leading addiction experts have agreed that the best time to help an addict is when they ask for help.
This very short window of opportunity closes within hours in most cases. This “contact” with the opiate addict — history and best practices demonstrate — is when chances for the most optimal long-term recovery outcomes are greatest.
Opiate addicts almost always are penniless, in debt, with no resources, having burnt every bridge, with no hope but from tax-funded agencies or charities specializing in addiction. If we don’t provide same-day access to medication-assisted withdrawal — buprenorphine — then the criminal justice system most likely will serve that same addict (same-day service) as a result of a “public safety” activity involvement: They will be arrested for a drug seeking crime. These would be avoidable arrests, if we have same-day detox available.
Our systems (and society) seem to have have no problem spending more than $7,000 (of taxpayers’ money) per opiate arrest. And add to that the daily rate for incarceration, then the cost of probation and parole upon release.
Yet our society will not execute a much less costly recovery system that cost $625 for a five-day step down buprenorphine detox.
To add insult to injury, the automatic incarceration system increases recidivism, whereas the detox system decrease recidivism, increasing public safety.
Yes, these are chronic cases for the most part, frequent fliers as they are called. It seems our policymakers are addicted to bad policies, just as the addict is to the drug.
It would be a great day in Virginia if we could get our policymakers in recovery from making bad decisions.
Perhaps we can instill a genuine desire in our policymakers’ hearts to really want to improve our opiate recovery systems.
For starters, any addict who has that one moment of clarity and musters up the strength to ask for help should get same-day appropriate help. Any addict that does not have $625 should be able to walk in a Community Service Board (CSB) or Behavioral Health Authority (BHA) and receive same-day, five-day Buprenorphine detox, complete with wrap-around peer supports. Ten percent of our Department of Corrections (DOC) budget would provide ample of funds for this approach.
The population of chronic addicts that this approach would serve in the community could save DOC 30 percent or more of its costs because of inmate reduction — which would save them more than the 10 percent used for detox.
This action and some dialing back of a few irresponsible drug laws would create a recidivism-reduction trend that could reach 50 percent in a decade or less. Think about it: We could cut the correction population in half ten years from now. Our prisons would actually be for bad criminals, not mentally ill addicts who are very salvageable with the proper service systems in our communities.
A large surge of recovering people in our communities adds tremendous value to our prevention and recovery efforts. To this day, one of the main principles in a recovering addict’s life is to help other addicts achieve recovery. This is done through public information, active-reality prevention services, and attraction to recovery in general. These activities add a much-needed dimension to our “help the addict to recovery” efforts. We will see a major decrease in the drug-seeking population.
Stigma prevents many from seeking recovery as much as the lack of appropriate available services.
A more humane approach to detox and an increase in our recovering communities will usher in a new age of much-needed pride in recovery.
Some people say one of the main sources of shame in addiction is not seeking help once you realize you need help, but a bigger shame is our community not providing appropriate help when the addict comes seeking help.
One last thing: Do not underestimate the ability of addiction to strike your family and loved ones. Trust me, addiction does not discriminate. Do the math: 56 million Americans are in recovery or need to be in recovery. This pretty much means we all have someone we love and or care deeply for who is an addict.
You do want the best system available, don’t you?

Michael H.'s Exit Interview

We caught one of our participants on his last day in our program and asked him some questions about his experience at McShin...

Wednesday, June 1, 2016

Addiction Tax and Kids with Substance Use Disorder

LifeBOAT Act

About 11% of our federal budget goes towards funding addiction and substance abuse. The majority of this money goes towards prisons/jails/parole. Specifically, $0.85 per $1.00 is spent on consequences of addiction. Only $0.02 per $1.00 is spent on prevention and/or treatment. 

A new federal bill, called the LifeBOAT act, would impose a small tax of $0.01 per active milligram on any prescription opiate medication and that money would go, in turn, towards recovery support services and treatment for substance use disorder. LifeBOAT stands for Budgeting for Opioid Addiction Treatment. It is believed that between 1.5 and 2 billion dollars would be generated per year should this bill be passed into law. 

Honesty Liller's Letter to the Editor 

(Richmond Times-Dispatch; May 31, 2016)

Many problem kids have addiction issues

Editor, Times-Dispatch: The news article “Number of school suspensions seen as a problem in Richmond area and statewide” is sad news. As a parent, I want the best for my kids, which includes an education.
There needs to be more access to services for children and their families. There are recovery schools all over America now that are helping youth with their education as well as with substance use disorders. I see children every day who have been expelled or suspended because of their addiction and the actions they took while under the influence. Many of these students are now in recovery and are doing amazingly well. Four of them are going to graduate this year.
Why not meet children where they are and ask them if they need help with drugs or alcohol? And then get them help. This could prevent lots of suspensions and expulsions.
Honesty Liller.

Monday, May 30, 2016

McShin House Meeting - 5.25.16

Richmond Times-Dispatch: Authorities in Va. debate how to treat addictions

Authorities in Va. debate how to treat addictions

Timothy Starr asked a Chesterfield County judge to send him to jail for 90 days. He could’ve been out in 10 days for driving with a suspended license, but Starr thought a extra few months behind bars might save his life.
Starr, 27, first used heroin as a teenager in jail. Now he’s among about 30 inmates in Chesterfield who attend daily counseling sessions as part of a program meant to help them kick their addictions.
Starr and fellow inmate Brian Coddington agree on what leads them to accept the jailhouse counseling: It comes from a former addict, and it doesn’t involve more drugs.
“If an instructor or someone that had a college degree in therapy came in, I don’t think the program would be what it is,” Starr said.
“I don’t care what they say; Suboxone or methadone is still a crutch. You don’t get that blasted high feeling, but it’s still hitting your brain.”
Their attitudes mirror a larger debate taking place across Virginia, where heroin and prescription painkillers have killed at least 5,500 people since 2007.
With the state overwhelmed by the years-long surge in painkiller and heroin overdoses, local law enforcement leaders are creating programs to treat people’s addiction instead of punishing them for it.
But more often than not, those local programs enroll the help of abstinence-based organizations such as The McShin Foundation, whose philosophy puts them at odds with the state.
The state prefers — and pays for — medication-assisted treatment that calls for opiate-based replacement drugs alongside counseling. The programs on which local leaders depend for help aren’t likely to see any of the additional $11 million in the state budget for addiction, because it will be used to try to expand the availability of the state’s preferred plan.
Bill Hazel, Virginia’s secretary of health and human resources, said counseling alongside medication is shown by scientific evidence to be the gold standard for helping recovering addicts.
Hazel said some local agencies may be turning to abstinence treatment because it’s all that’s readily available in Virginia. The additional $11 million is intended to help build up that network of doctors and counselors.
“If I can’t fly first class, I might fly coach. But I’d really like to have the option to do both,” Hazel said.
“I do not want to be disparaging of peer-assisted recovery, because it certainly works for some people. What we don’t know is how many people drop out and fail, and we don’t know what the long-term results are.
“This might be a discrepancy between what’s being studied, but we don’t necessarily want to be funding the ‘I don’t know.’”
Hazel said he hopes that leaders across the recovery spectrum can work together with the state to find a way to combine their approaches to battling addiction.
But the idea of using drugs to heal drug addiction is tough to reconcile with a philosophy of abstinence that goes back decades with 12-step models for drug and alcohol abuse.
John Shinholser, founder of the Henrico County-based McShin Foundation, filed a federal discrimination complaint this year against the state Department of Behavioral Health and Developmental Services.
The complaint accuses the state of excluding McShin from participating in groups that create the standards for treating substance abuse and freezing out the organization from state funding.
“It all goes back to bureaucracies. You’ve got all these leaders from all these agencies that know better. In the meantime, nothing’s happening, the epidemic’s out of control,” Shinholser said.
“You are doing the single worst thing you can do to an addict and that’s spit them back out in the community when they are there asking for help.”
Two main drugs are used to treat addiction to opiates, whether painkillers or heroin.
Methadone has been used for decades to help addicts avoid taking other opiates while preventing the debilitating withdrawal that comes with stopping cold turkey.
Buprenorphine was approved in 2002 for the same purpose. Most often, it’s sold as Suboxone, which includes the antidote drug naloxone as a countermeasure to prevent overdose. Teresa McBean, leader of a faith-based recovery organization in Chesterfield called Northstar Community, said the idea of taking drugs to beat drug addiction is at odds with the abstinence-based approach. The disagreement is so basic that there seems to be little ground for compromise. McBean said the epidemic is so big that no approach should be written off immediately. She compared her preferred method of trying everything to “throwing spaghetti against the wall and seeing what sticks.
But there’s a deep resentment among abstinence-only groups toward any treatment that uses other drugs, she said. “You get on methadone and you stay on methadone for a long time,” McBean said. “What some people would say is, ‘That’s the government response to making sure grandma’s flat-screen TV doesn’t get stolen — trying to address the problem of the crime associated with opiate epidemic without caring about the recovery of the individual.”
Attorney General Mark R. Herring has been a leading state advocate for addressing the painkiller and heroin epidemic, which now kills more people in Virginia than car crashes. He said both sides have merit in the treatment debate.
“I think we need more options all across the commonwealth in all of these areas,” Herring said.
“Certainly, you want to make sure when tax dollars are being invested, you want to be sure there is evidence to show it is effective and working. I think a lot of these groups, McShin and others, are demonstrating that they have a track record of success.”
Further complicating the debate is the sad reality that most people addicted to opiates will relapse no matter what form of treatment they receive.
Peer recovery organizations often have a makeshift memorial wall for those who came seeking help but eventually lost their lives to addiction.
And the therapy drugs don’t come without risk.
Since 2007, methadone has been linked to 1,120 overdose deaths in Virginia, or slightly more than cocaine. But while cocaine-related deaths continue to increase, the number of deaths from methadone continues to drop year over year, falling below 100 in 2015 for the first time since 2007.
Buprenorphine overdoses have been more rare. But they accounted for 10 deaths in Virginia in each of the past two years. And a national study found a 10-fold increase in emergency room visits related to buprenorphine from 2005 to 2010 as the drug became more available.
First approved for use in the U.S. in 2002, buprenorphine use in Virginia spiked more than 5,500 percent from 2004 to 2014, according to figures from the Drug Enforcement Administration. In the same time frame, methadone use in the state grew about 40 percent.
McShin, like many peer recovery organizations, follows up with those who graduated from the program every year and reports that about 60 percent manage their illness well, even if some of them suffer an occasional relapse.
Those phone calls don’t pass as evidence in scientific studies, which say it’s nearly impossible to measure the effectiveness of abstinence-based peer recovery programs.
Multiple reports, including from the National Institutes of Health and the Institute of Medicine, have concluded that using methadone or buprenorphine as part of addiction treatment keeps patients in treatment and off other opiates longer than abstinence.
Chuck Adcock is director of Family Counseling Center for Recovery, which treats addicts at its offices in Richmond, Chester and Fredericksburg using a mixture of abstinence, counseling and drug-replacement services for patients.
Adcock said methadone and Suboxone work well for certain patients, but it’s nearly impossible to determine which ones will benefit before they are given the drug. One of his patients on methadone recently graduated from law school.
“For some people, it’s a godsend. The reality for most people who are drug-addicted is they can no more handle a prescription for Suboxone than they could have handled their prescription for oxycodone,” the most deadly prescription painkiller since the epidemic began, Adcock said.
“It’s hard to get folks off of either drug. It’s like we’ve given up on the idea of abstinence and detox as soon as possible for these people. It’s really being marketed as the answer.”
Coddington, the inmate in recovery in Chesterfield, said he injected Suboxone once, but the feeling was so uncomfortable that he never tried it again.
He’s been enrolled at both a methadone clinic and at McShin. But he kept using heroin the entire time, because he thought he was clever enough to beat the system.
Chesterfield Sheriff Karl Leonard decided this year to use existing funds in the department’s budget to form an addiction recovery program, with Coddington one of the first enrolled.
Leonard also has a new form of home arrest program with The Healing Place that allows some inmates to wear an ankle bracelet while living and receiving treatment there.
“I get about five addicts a day at my jail. We’re good at getting you withdrawn, but I’m just sending you out of jail as a sober addict,” Leonard said.
“My philosophy is, we want to break all addiction and dependency on all drugs and alcohol. This is one perpetual cycle that either ends up with you being in prison for the rest of your life, or dead, and neither of those options are things we’re OK with.”
The Chesterfield jail has a doctor who is working to get a license to prescribe Suboxone, but Leonard said that will be used only to help reduce the intensity of the withdrawal symptoms that addicts experience when they first stop using.
“What we’re not in favor of is transplanting one addiction for another addiction,” he said.
The Richmond Police Department is working to start helping addicts before they end up in jail with a program that soon will offer same-day treatment referrals to all overdose survivors.
Eventually, any addict will be able to bring his drugs and equipment into the city police department and ask for immediate help with no fear of being arrested.
Richmond police Capt. Michael Zohab, who is leading the efforts, said it’s time to admit the war on drugs was lost and try to salvage lives in the best way possible.
Zohab was initially surprised at the intensity of the debate around how to treat addicts.
“I had no idea there were so many varied opinions on the topic,” he said. “What I’ve learned is, recovery is not a one-fit fix for everybody. What’s going to work for me may not work for you.
“We like the fact that certain recovery programs are more holistic in the counseling, in the healing of the individual, to eventually not need an addictive substance to maintain their daily existence. ... But again, there’s no magic program.”

Tuesday, May 17, 2016

McShin in the News: Foundation Helps Addicts Recover as Opioid Deaths Soar

May 17, 2016

By Sarah King
Capital News Service

RICHMOND – Scraps of newspaper obituaries, photographs of the departed and handwritten notes in memory of loved ones collage the bottom third of a sectioned-off piece of the wall at the McShin Foundation’s intake office.

The delicate ensemble pays homage to lives lost to addiction – a tangible mnemonic indicative of a statewide epidemic. Inches to the right, the rest of the wall is covered with photos of smiling faces, separated from the deceased only by a faint line of demarcation.

“This is how we keep track of people when they leave housing,” said Michael Quinn, the intake specialist at the foundation, a local nonprofit recovery community organization. “If they’re doing well they’re above the line. People will come in all the time and kind of shift things around so we can keep better track of how people are doing.”

Unfortunately, not everyone’s face remains above the halfway mark – a reflection of a wave of deaths in Virginia due to fatal opiate overdoses.

Opioids – both prescription pain medications and heroin – account for most of the spike in fatalities. The number of fatal opioid overdoses increased 86 percent, from 475 deaths in 2010 to more than 880 last year, a CNS analysis of data from the Virginia Department of Health found. Opioids made up more than 90 percent of the state’s drug deaths in 2015.

Quinn attributes the sharp rise in drug abuse partially to the availability of more potent heroin.

“A lot of dealers are cutting the heroin with phenobarbital, which is a deadly combination,” he said. “And the other thing is, heroin’s become more of a popular drug in suburban and upper-class neighborhoods, so it’s becoming more acceptable.”

In Richmond, the number of heroin deaths jumped from five in 2010 to 38 last year. Over the same period in Henrico County, the number rose from four to 27. In Virginia Beach, it went from three to 18. And in Fairfax County, it increased from two to 32.

Nick, a Fairfax County native who asked that his last name not be used, knows firsthand about the addiction that drives those statistics.

“It was like when I was high, I could live in this fantasy all the time that was, ‘I’m gonna go to school tomorrow, and fold my laundry, and start working out, and cook dinner,’” he said. “But as soon as I came down, my only concern was getting back to that place of contemplative productivity by getting another hit.”

Now 22 and almost a year into a treatment program in Florida, Nick tried prescription painkillers for the first time at 16.

“It progressed from whenever I could get them, to raiding medicine cabinets, to finding my own dealers for the next three years,” Nick said. “I started using every day at 19, and that continued until about 20, and then I was injecting.”

Nick said his parents were unaware of his growing addiction until his father had to cover a $500 drug debt about nine months before he went to treatment.

“It was when I started using heroin in addition to the pills, and the unmanageability during the times when I had no drugs was too much to bear, that I decided to get help or I was going to die. So I checked into treatment,” Nick said. “My parents didn’t know I was IV’ing until we got to the ER the day I asked for help.”

Quinn said he hears stories like this all too often. The McShin Foundation works to erase the stigma associated with addiction and getting help.

“When somebody says they’re an addict, people think of them as this nasty junkie person you don’t want to be with,” Quinn said. “The media always portrays the problem – the arrests and drug dealers – but they never show the solution, which is people recovering and living regular lives.”

Quinn, like all other administrators at the foundation, went through McShin’s peer-to-peer program personally. He has been clean from opioids for more than a year. The foundation’s CEO has been sober for nine; the director of operations, five; and the founder, John Shinholser, more than 30.

“It’s an everyday battle still,” Quinn said. “I have a sponsor, I go to meetings – it’s working. And people can relate to us and can’t use the excuse of ‘Oh well, you haven’t been there, you don’t know what you’re talking about,’ because yeah, I have been there, and I do know.”

The McShin Foundation is now in its 12th year. About 60 percent of its clients are addicted to opioids. Quinn said the rate of recovery is higher than at most treatment centers.

He said traditional centers typically have an 18 to 20 percent success rate – which is determined by a year of sobriety – whereas success rates at McShin are closer to 50 percent.

Because the nonprofit McShin Foundation does not receive any government funding and insurance companies don’t recognize the program, Quinn said treatment must come out of pocket for individuals and families. But clients say it’s well worth the cost.

“You’re investing in someone’s life,” Quinn said. “My parents tell me all the time the best investment they ever made was getting their son back – and that’s priceless.”

For the past two years, the opioid epidemic has claimed, on average, more than two Virginians’ lives a day for the last two years. The toll has spurred state officials into action. Virginia Attorney General Mark Herring in particular is taking strides to address the rise in fatalities and opioid abuse.

Last month, Herring was awarded the Bronze Key, a national recognition presented for outstanding contributions, from the McShin Foundation at the organization’s 12th Annual Spring Awards Banquet.

“So many families across Virginia have been touched by addiction to heroin and prescription opioids, and too many have already lost a loved one to a fatal overdose,” Herring said. “In many cases, this is a problem that has its roots in the medicine cabinet, not in the streets, and that the medical community has to be part of the solution.”

Herring’s office created a documentary “Heroin: The Hardest Hit,” which features Virginians, including some from the McShin Foundation, sharing their personal stories of grappling with addiction and recovery, as well as the stories of people who died from overdoses.

Herring has also worked with local and federal authorities to prosecute more than 28 cases against dealers and traffickers involving more than 95 kilograms of heroin – which equates to 238,500 daily doses and a street value of more than $19 million.

“So often, shame, stigma or fear forces families and those with substance abuse disorders to suffer in silence,” Herring said. “But we cannot and will not let ourselves become hopeless or discouraged. We have to make sure that people who are struggling know you can beat addiction. There is life after addiction, and there is hope in recovery.”

Gov. Terry McAuliffe and state lawmakers across party lines agree have joined forces to address the problem. During the 2015 legislative session, the General Assembly made naloxone – a potentially life-saving opioid-antagonist administered in the event of an overdose – more widely accessible to law enforcement and health-care providers.

Last October, McAuliffe’s Task Force on Prescription Drug and Heroin Abuse released its recommendations, and state officials are implementing some of them. They include developing a website as an informational hub on prescription pill and heroin abuse, creating an opioid educational curriculum for law enforcement, reducing the stigma associated with addiction and increasing the availability of peer-support services.

According to a recent policy brief by the VCU School of Medicine, untreated substance abuse costs the state and local governments more than $600 million annually.

“Virginia’s opioid epidemic and untreated substance abuse are killing hundreds of Virginians and costing taxpayers more than half a billion dollars each year,” said Andrew Barnes, the brief’s lead author and an assistant professor at VCU.

For young adults like Nick and families across the state, there are emotional costs as well.

“A close friend of mine relapsed and overdosed on Dec. 18. It’s hard seeing someone give up on themselves and go back to their old ways,” Nick said. “I’m a fear-based person, but my fear of dying from this disease is the reason I keep doing what I need to in order to stay sober.”

Richmond native William “Billy” Derr, 24, passed away from a fatal overdose last month. Derr’s mother, Jenny, wrote in her son’s obituary, “As those who struggle with addiction know, it is a daily fight, hour by hour, and is ever constant. Billy had some extended periods of sobriety; those were the times when his true genuine heart shined through.”

In the obituary, Deer stated:

“To the people who don't understand addiction, he may be just another kid who made a ‘bad choice.’ For those who do understand the disease, this was our oldest child, a brother, a friend and as his mother, my children are my everything. The disease of addiction is non-discriminatory and without mercy. It is up to us to open our minds and hearts to those suffering from the disease. We will continue to fight the fight.”

So will the McShin Foundation. It provides a rapid detox program, which tapers the individual off opioids over five to seven days. Quinn said what separates McShin from other treatment centers is that there’s no waiting list.

“If someone calls me, they can come in today, see the doctor and get put in a bed that day,” Quinn said. “If someone needs help, there’s always a bed available.”

Monday, May 2, 2016

Jordan's Testimony

I heard about Mcshin from a nurse in the emergency room while I was coming back from an almost fatal heroin overdose.  I was the lowest I’ve ever been in my life, but it seemed as if my family was suffering more than I was.  They had been watching me progressively spiral downward for years, but this was different.  This was really happening.  They realized that this was not a moral deficiency or a conscious choice that I had made.  This was a disease, and it needed to be treated like any other serious medical issue.  I was about to embark on a journey that would change my whole purpose in life.
I walked through the door of the Mcshin Foundation on December 26th, 2016.  I was very nervous and shy, not knowing what I was getting myself into.  I was quickly introduced to the “herd,” a group of like-minded addicts that wanted to stay clean.  As I awkwardly went to shake hands with the first stranger, I was quickly trapped into a hug.  “We hug around here,” he said.  They were so nice to me!  Almost too nice, but it gave me hope.  I saw something in them that I wanted - happiness.
Within an hour I was in my first Narcotics Anonymous meeting.  I was very uncomfortable, but could identify with everything that was being said.  I heard my story.  It was at that time that I realized something vital to recovery- I was not special, unique, or different.  There were other people that felt the way I felt and had lived the way I lived.  They talked about doing the same thing over and over again, expecting different results.  They called it insanity.  I believed I was an addict who needed help.  Everything they were saying made so much sense.  It wasn’t long before I was enlightened by a very important fact- drugs are only a symptom of the disease of addiction.  It wasn’t enough for me to just stop using drugs.  I had to change my way of life.
Living in a Mcshin recovery house has been so much fun for me.  For the first time in my life, I have true peace of mind.  I feel like I am part of a family for the first time.  They hold me accountable and point out things that I need to improve on.  They see things that I cant see.  It’s comforting to know that we all have similar stories.  Every staff member that works at Mcshin is a person in recovery.  Even the house manager is a person in recovery.  I went on to find out that the president of the foundation, John Shinholser, is an addict who has over thirty years clean.  This gave me so much hope in the beginning.  I thought to myself, “if they can recover, just maybe I can too.”  They say that the therapeutic value of one addict helping another is without parallel. 
I now have a full time job and am able to pay my own rent.  I am learning responsibility, dealing with life on life’s terms.  Depression, hopelessness,  and anxiety are all feelings of the past and I owe it all to my higher power.  The steps of Narcotics Anonymous are very important for me because they show me things about myself that I may have not seen before.  I have a sponsor who works the steps with me and I call him every day.  “A grateful addict doesn’t use,” he always tells me.
Mcshin showed me that I can have fun without drugs.  I had tried other recovery options but they just didn’t seem to work.  I think the reason Mcshin is so successful is because of its peer-to-peer approach to the disease of addiction.  We have an army of recovering addicts who are on a mission to stay clean and spread the message of hope.  It is not enough for me to go somewhere, stop using for a period of time, and then immediately go back to the street.  This is my new life.  I have to surround myself with like-minded people who are not using and have found a new way to live.  This is an every day battle for me, and that is what Mcshin has taught me.  Recovery is an action, not just a thought.  Shinholser constantly reminds us about the reality of our disease.  He says, “If you chase your recovery like you chase your drug, you’ll do just fine.”